"Wanting to Love" by Ding Dang
♫ The goddess is cutely lazy ♫
♫ Her ups and downs are just too cute ♫
♫ Whatever schemes there are, let's be crazy together ♫
♫ Why get to the point of a showdown? ♫
♫ Why don't we just forget it? ♫
♫ I don't want it ♫
♫ It's not worth it ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I don't want love for love ♫
♫ The harm from being single is high ♫
♫ The heavens rarely bring about endings ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me ♫
♫ Found my ideal partner ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I don't want love for love ♫
♫ The harm from being single is high ♫
♫ The heavens rarely bring about endings ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me ♫
♫ Away from Cloud 9 ♫
Episode 11
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♫ My dear, don't have to be sorrow ♫
♫ My dear, don't need to blame yourself ♫
♫ They will know how perfect you are ♫
♫ They will know they're so, so wrong ♫
♫ My dear, don't be afraid to be different ♫
After work, please come to Living Happiness #1.
Not leaving till I see you.
♫ And you're unnecessary character ♫
The famous are all scared of being forgotten.
I think Tao Xiu Qiong picked "existing" as the topic
to film this documentary because of this idea.
Why is Jiang Xiao Qian insisting that I need to go over to Living Happiness #1 today?
Quan Ge, so do you think we need to start with Tao Xiu Qiong's works and photos?
What exactly happened?
Huh? What happened?
I've collected all news and gossip related to her.
Is her marriage in trouble?
Is Tao Xiu Qiong married?
No.
My material say that she's single.
Mine too.
Wow! I found her bikini photos!
I'm a little distracted,
but I'm not deaf.
No wonder you're the director, always multitasking.
Quan Ge, what's wrong with you?
Are you worry our plan won't pass?
No, that's not it. I'm just...
Just what?
Anyway, let's continue the meeting tomorrow.
Continue collecting information about Tao Xiu Qiong.
I'm going home.
We've already collected so much.
We even got her childhood lover.
What else is he looking for?
Who knows?
Something's not right. Quan Ge has never been like this.
Today, he seems very distracted. There must be a problem.
There is a problem.
He probably broke up with Gao Ding Ya.
Yes!
Bad Ah Ru, why are you so happy if they broke up?
This way I have a chance.
I've waited a long time.
At that time, it is the best opportunity to swoop in.
My god, you're so dark...how can you be so two-faced?
Annoying!
Cockroach legs, rag water, voodoo doll.
I haven't even used them on Gao Ding Ya yet.
I'm two-faced?
We better leave her alone.
What is wrong with Quan Ge?
I'm really worried about him.
Here, have a seat.
How come you came looking for me?
I want to ask you something.
What?
I know I don't have the right to ask this,
but I'm very worried about her.
Him? Gao Ding Ya?
No, it's-
Oh... Xiao Qian.
Xiao Qian and her husband, is there a problem?
Why would you ask that?
Yesterday night she asked me, if you lost your love what would happen?
If you got cheated on what would happen? These type of problems.
She even said something like friends are each other's buoy.
She also sent a text that said that tonight I absolutely have to go to Living Happiness #1.
Did something happen to her?
Does it need to be straightened out?
Jiang Xiao Qian, your method of caring is too exaggerated.
The only thing you didn't say was that if he wanted to cry he should cry in your arms.
I'd like to say that she's your best friend.
You should know a little more,
so I came here first to see
how can I comfort her tonight.
He Xiao Quan,
I just discovered that you and Jiang Xiao Qian are fellow travelers?
What same way?
Welcome! Welcome!
Come in.
I already prepared everything.
Today is your exclusive concert.
Ta Da!
What concert?
Didn't you say that singing and playing guitar makes you the happiest?
Today just forget everything and sing your heart out.
Sing out all of your problems.
Jiang Xiao Qian, I don't have any.
Don't say you don't have any.
Everyone has problems.
Use your strength to sing.
Let music take away the pain in your heart.
Take it.
Calm down... Can you please calm down?
You don't want to sing?
How about a big feast then?
I just want you to be quiet.
I want you to shut up and quietly listen to me talk.
Gao Ding Ya and I don't have the kind of relationship you think.
I...I like women, okay?
I'm not lovelorn.
You like women?
Yes.
You're not lovelorn?
No.
l'm so tired.
It's so hard to be like a tree.
Luckily no one noticed.
She's still here?
Never thought that she was so serious.
- Oh my.- You were the one that appeared in front of me.
You carry sanitizer and tissues... Are you afraid of germs?
What about it? Is it not allowed?
Gross. Couldn't you have covered it up with your sleeve?
I'm a tree.
Does a tree move?
Have you seen a tree sneeze before?
The wind blows by and the tree shakes,
that's when it is sneezing.
Didn't you say that the wind understands the tree's frame of mind?
Hey!
Alright. You're done practicing for today.
What's wrong with the tree now?
What kind of expression is that?
If you were here all day, wouldn't your body be sore?
The tree shakes because it's sneezing,
but you can't say that the tree would catch a cold and have a runny nose.
So my first time rehearsing is okay?
I can act as a tree.
Forced.
But keep going.
That's great.
- Then next time I can act...- Let's go.
Let's go, I'll take you home.
Huh?
When Da Shu left, he gave me a call.
He said, earlier you let your assistant go home.
Never thought that you're a pretty nice person.
Are we going or not?
Your temper is bad.
- Miss...- Did you really try to figure it out all day?
Have you seen a tree eat?
I'm not try to act as a venus fly trap.
Can you please be careful?
Are you eating or is the floor eating?
My hands are sore.
Then why don't you feed me?
Huh?
Feed you?
Taking care of your actors, isn't that the group leader's responsibility?
I...
Hurry up.
Smiling...
I thought that a princess like you would not eat stuff like this.
Even though I'm a princess,
it doesn't mean that I don't know what a convenience store is
and I've never pretended to be privileged.
Drink.
What are you looking at? Give it to me.
Then before...
I was purposely picking on you.
Who told you to be so unfriendly?
Last time because of your one word, I almost didn't have the courage to go on stage.
Of course I needed to teach you a lesson.
This isn't a display of privilege.
I want some meat.
It's best you don't show off your privilege.
What did you say?
I said...these words can hurt a person.
But it is also the truth.
A person can't always want to hear sweet words.
How would you know when you were wrong or how to improve?
All the advice...
What I said earlier was all the truth.
They were words from the bottom of my heart.
You will thank me in the future.
It better be.
You can't nonchalantly dismiss my acting.
When it comes to theatre, I have never lied.
Back when you auditioned, your acting was terrible.
Say that to me again.
Hey, what is your problem?
Do you know that you'll be struck by lightning for wasting food?
If someone is going to be struck it would strike a lightening rod like you.
Speaking so maliciously.
No wonder there is only Da Shu and Xiao Mao in the theatre troupe.
Why are you pulling the troupe members into this?
I have the a lot of
members who will practice and work.
Not everyone is like you who gets whatever they want.
Is it my fault that my family has money?
My dad makes money, can you blame me?
Why are you so unreasonable?
It's you who is being unreasonable.
Here I thought you reigned in your temper.
But it hasn't been more than 3 minutes and you returned back to your real self.
And here you are.
You're only 20 something and you're acting like some mature adult.
Miss, I'm sorry.
I am not acting. I already am very mature.
No, I'm mature.
I've already been a soldier.
Have you?
I...
Here's your jacket back.
Eat your food by yourself.
- Hello, Xiao Qian. - Xia Yi Qing! Let me ask you...
Why didn't you tell me that He Xiao Quan likes women?
I was just going to tell you but then you just called me.
Hey, do you know that I feel like an idiot?
I don't care who you are. Don't disturb my date with my girlfriend.
Gao Ding Ya.
I took care of it.
Girlfriend?
♫ I just want to be in love, I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me, Away from Cloud 9 ♫
The person on the phone was Jiang Xiao Qian. She will definitely misunderstand
That's even better.
The less people who know about our fake relationship, the better.
It's better if only we know about it.
Alright, don't think about it anymore.
Didn't you want to take me to somewhere special for our date?
I'm prepared. Where are we going?
You will know soon.
I'm going to drop off these patient files. Wait for me.
Go ahead.
I wonder were she's taking me. To see the night view?
To a special restaurant?
Psychologists read manga too?
Does she need to read this kind of manga for work?
You really wanted to come here?
Yep.
You do know... this bar is for men?
I know.
You're not still testing me, are you?
I really like women.
I know already.
A tsundere seme!(Literally: Arrogant, lovable top of a gay relationship)
Huh? What "male"?
In here they are all male.
Genki uke! (Literally: Cheerful bottom of a gay relationship)
What is this woman talking about?
Xia Yi Qing, you're a BL fangirl?
Then when you said you would help me it so that I can help get you into this place?
Couldn't you have come here alone?
It would be weird if I, a woman, came here alone.
So we are using each other?
Wouldn't saying "taking what we each need" sound better?
You can't tell anyone that I'm a BL fangirl.
I know. I'm not that bored.
Since we're already here, let's enjoy ourselves.
Okay.
I can teach you how to identify "top" and "bottom"
That one...
- Which one? - That one.
That one, in the BL fangirl world
would be classified as, "Queen Top“.
Queen?
Xiao Qian
The one on the side.
That one's definitely a "Two-faced" bottom.
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You sound happy, humming a song.
Your date went well?
It's okay.
I think Xia Yi Qing is more interesting than I thought.
Usually her face is very solemn,
but in private I never thought she was that kind of person.
What kind of person?
A...very interesting person.
Your date was sweet?
What's wrong?
Jiang Xiao Qian is mad at me and kicked me out.
If she kicked you out then just knock on the door and apologize.
I did knock and apologize. She wouldn't accept it.
Can I ask why she's mad at you?
I just said things like her brain cells were soaked in water and are swelling up.
She just...
Big brother, women's hearts are made of glass.
Some words you are well aware that
you can't say it.
If you say it, they will be hurt.
I was just joking.
How can someone not have a sense of humour?
You really don't understand women.
No wonder these 10 years after you separated from Jiang Xiao Qian,
no one has fallen in love with you.
It's not that no one has fallen in love with me. It's that I don't want it.
I want to use my time to focus on work.
Excuses.
I'm also busy with work, but I have time to fall in love.
And I can fall in love many times.
Hey, Gao Ding Ya, I'm warning you.
The time used for filming Tao Xiu Qiong's documentary is
more important than me falling in love and affecting work.
Don't worry, when has my falling in love ever affected my work?
Also, she's my girl, Tao Xiu Qiong.
As for you, hurry and go apologize to Jiang Xiao Qian before it affects your work.
Don't mess this up.
Were my words too heavy?
But would apologizing now seem to deliberate?
Alright, I'm sorry.
Don't be mad okay?
How can I not be mad?
Do you really think of me as your best friend?
When were you going to tell me about you and Gao Ding Ya?
Also, weren't you determined to become Priestess Meijue and protect the Emei clan for the rest of your life?
But weren't you the one who advised me to descend the mountain to learn martial arts and fall in love?
That's true,
but it's Gao Ding Ya.
He has a record of being promiscuous.
Are you sure, you want to challenge him?
Than, let's count it as accumulating experience.
How can that be?
Fine. If you like him, then I will have to support you.
Talk. Where did you go on a date today?
We...
Don't be vague.
I didn't want to...
I want the details.
Where did you two go? What did you eat?
What did you talk about? Did he kiss you?
Jiang Xiao Qian, you're really something.
Why are you always concerned about other people's business more than your own business?
What business do I have?
Living Happiness #1.
When is Tao Xiu Qiong moving over?
She hasn't determined at date yet,
but it should be soon.
Then after she moves over, won't you be very busy?
Before this happens, don't you think you should go to Shanghai to spend time with your husband?
But Shao Qi doesn't want me to go just to see him.
He's really busy at work.
If I'm there waiting for him, he will feel more pressure.
Then why don't you call him and ask if he's been busy recently.
Oh, that's right.
I will call right now.
Wife calling
No answer.
He's probably still busy.
Then call again tomorrow.
Are you hungry? Want to go get a snack?
No, let's go see a movie.
There's a new horror movie out.
It's already so late.
It's too dangerous for two females to go out so late.
If you're hungry tell me what you want to eat.
I'll cook for you.
Then I'll help wash the vegetables.
What is there to eat?
2 missed calls
Hubby, were you busy yesterday?
Sorry, my phone was on vibrate yesterday.
Then when I saw your call it was already very late.
I was afraid you were already sleeping, so I didn't call back.
Were you calling me about something?
No, there was nothing important.
It's just that Living Happiness #1 will be opening soon.
I am afraid I will be really busy.
I was thinking I should go to see you in Shanghai for a couple days
and we could also celebrate White Day together.
What do you think?
Oh, but I already booked my airplane ticket.
Also, because I am going back to celebrate that day with you,
I already planned to take care of all my work this week.
If you come over, I won't have any time to spend with you.
Oh.
Alright, honey, please be good.
We will see each other in a few days.
I have a gift for you.
I don't need any gifts.
I just want you back here.
Then go back to work.
Alright. Bye bye.
Ok. Bye bye.
♫ Smiling with a mask on ♫
♫ Pretending you're strong ♫
♫ But you're actually more vulnerable ♫
♫ I just want to be in love, I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me, Away from Cloud 9 ♫
Who's there?
It's me, He Xiao Quan.
What do you want?
I just passed by a very famous sweets shops.
Their macarons are very tasty.
I think you'll like it.
Also, I would like to apologize to you.
That day, my words were too heavy.
I didn't mean to say that your brain is full of water.
I know.
You don't need to apologize to me.
I don't need to apologize?
Then what should I do?
Alright, then I'll go home first.
These macarons are really very tasty.
How come you had time today to get in line to buy these macarons?
How long did you wait in line?
I didn't need to wait in line. He Xiao Quan brought it over.
Oh...so today my delightful afternoon tea snacks are courtesy of He Xiao Quan?
You're not mad at him anymore?
Please... he thinks that I'll forgive him just because he brought me some snacks?
How is that possible?
He said my brain is full of water.
But you ate the macarons he bought. You even finished half the box.
He put it at my door. It would be a waste not to eat it.
Alright. Alright.
There's nothing to be mad about.
He's already apologized.
You better be careful, I heard that women that like to get mad are more likely to get wrinkles.
That's right. To get wrinkles because of He Xiao Quan is not worth it.
You're not mad?
Alright, stop working and come here and eat.
Ok.
Hurry up. I'll take a picture for you and post it on Facebook.
- Look here.- This one.
Look happier. Look happier.
Even happier.
Can I eat now?
One more time. Smile bigger.
Hey wait, the lychee one is mine.
The lychee one is mine!
- From the beginning I said I wanted to eat the lychee one.- but I just said...
Jiang Xiao Qian!
Give it back.
Thank you.
If you really want to thank me then go get in line and get another box for me.
Let me ask you, did you get in touch with Shao Qi yet?
When are you going to Shanghai?
Do you want me to take you to the airport?
Shao Qi said that in a couple days he'll be back to celebrate White Day with me.
He told me I don't need to go over.
He's coming back especially to celebrate White Day with you?
He's pretty caring.
You're not happy?
Why?
Before, weren't you always good at waiting?
That's true.
But this time it's not the same.
I have a lot I'd like to say to Shao Qi in person. Like the fact that Xiao Quan and I were a couple before.
But when Shao Qi comes back, I may be really busy with Living Happiness #1.
I'm afraid that I won't be able to take the time.
Why didn't you tell Shao Qi about you and Xiao Quan before?
Before I thought he liked men.
Ex-boyfriend turning gay...
I didn't know how to explain.
So you want to be honest with Shao Qi because you're worried he might make unnecessary associations.
Simply, you want to tell Shao Qi your body, mind, and soul are all his.
I don't think that Shao Qi would get suspicious.
Because you love him to death.
If you were a male you must be the loyal "bottom" kind.
What's "thin"?
Nothing.
I'm going to finish these macarons.
Hey, I want one too.
Why did you take two?
Hey, how can you be like that?
You ate one in one bite!
Give me the pink one.
Tong Tong, you're up early again.
Dad is very happy.
You can have breakfast with me. Come on.
Stop standing there and not moving. Come and eat.
What's up with her? Not moving.
Is she practicing Qi Gong?
Boss, Miss is not practicing Qi Gong.
Miss is practicing for her performance.
Practicing for her performance?
I can't tell what kind of performance this is.
A tree.
A tree?
Yes, it's a tree.
Why does she need to act as a tree?
Gao Ding Ya, get up.
It's already late.
Today there's no set work time.
Let me sleep more.
Do what you want.
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Answer the phone. Gao Ding Ya.
Your phone is ringing.
It's really noisy, hurry and answer it!
- Gao Ding Ya!- Ok.
Hello?
- What? - She is coming over to your place?
I'll be right there.
What happened?
Urgent situation. I need to rush out.
Thank you.
Gao Ding Ya!
Why so sudden?
I told you right after I got the call.
When will she get here?
3 minutes ago she said she's already in the area.
Alright. Battle positions.
I'm prepared.
Miss Xia, I didn't know if you liked Chinese style breakfast.
I just made a few...
dishes to go with porridge.
Mom.
Gao Mama.
You two...
I didn't see...
I didn't see anything.
Just act like I'm not here.
That I never came by.
I'll put the stuff here.
Your mom said to think like she didn't see it.
No. She can't not see it.
Mom!
Why are you leaving so suddenly?
- You and Miss Xia... -Yes.
Just like what you just saw. We are together now.
This is so sudden.
It's not sudden at all.
Actually, I had a good feeling towards Yi Qing from the beginning.
And recently, I've been coming to consult with her.
Spending time with her has made me understand myself more.
And my feelings for Yi Qing have grown.
So we decided to date.
Miss Xia, is this real?
Very good. Very good.
My son has a girlfriend now and it's Dr. Xia.
That's so wonderful. I'm so happy.
Is this for real?
Am I dreaming?
- Mom, it's real.- Really?
So you approve of us dating?
Silly boy, of course I approve.
You two look very compatible.
How could I not approve? I'm so very happy.
So awesome. It's so great.
You two. From now on, hold hands, and be heart to heart.
So wonderful.
With the ancestors blessing, my son found a girlfriend.
I'm so happy!
How great!
How long does she need to act as a tree?
Boss, very quick and she'll be done.
How quick is quick?
3...2...1
Miss, time is up.
I'm so sore.
In a bit, prepare the pain-relief spray.
It's already ready. It's in your room.
Why do you need to act as a tree?
It's not just a tree.
In this performance, I am the main character.
How can a tree be the main character? A tree can't move or speak.
Who told you to do it?
He Xiao Kang.
Director He's little brother He Xiao Kang?
Yes. This script is written by him.
Also, he's the director.
So we all need to listen to his instructions.
So he wanted you to act as a tree?
Stop thinking so much. Eat breakfast.
How can I not think more about it?
- This man's heart is evil.- Eat breakfast.
Hey!
What happened to your hand?
It's nothing. Just some mosquito bites.
Hey, get some medicine to put on it.
There's no need.
I already put some on yesterday.
What punishment are you suffering?
Your skin is so soft and white,
and now there are red bites. How scary.
Dad, these are marks of pride for becoming an actor.
It shows my determination.
Stop worrying.
How can I not worry?
The mosquitoes bite your body but it's like they are biting my heart.
Enough. Enough.
I need to practice on-site.
You eat slowly by yourself.
He Xiao Kang!
What are you looking at?
We're looking at baby-generator photos.
Right?
Wasn't this popular before?
Yes, but now we're just playing around. It's so much fun.
Quan Ge, do you have any pictures to send to me?
Oh, President Xu. Why are you here?
Hello, President Xu.
I would like to talk to you about Living Happiness #1.
Ok. Let's go inside to talk.
- Ah Ru, pour a cup of tea.- Okay.
This is the initial draft of the marketing materials.
Please take a look. See which places need to be revised or adjusted.
This advertising information is completely opposite of your initial proposed idea.
The targeted audience are 50 plus, middle-aged elderly, who are after a happy lifestyle.
And a spokesman for branding and positioning.
Additionally...
President Xu. May I ask, if there is something wrong?
Director He, I really admire your talent.
I can rest assured, letting you handle the documentary.
But one's personality and behaviour is also very important. Do you agree?
I'm not to sure what you mean by that, President Xu.
- Is there something I didn't do well or... - No, no, no.
Director He, your way of dealing with people is proper.
And your office employees are all very cute and outgoing.
It's just that your little brother...
President Xu, are you referring to Xiao Kang?
Yes, him.
He is using his theatre troupe lead position
to deceive or prank the the youths who are passionate for acting.
Who is he deceiving and pranking?
Of course, it's our naive, kind, and cute daughter.
Our Tong Tong is young and inexperienced.
She's just like a white rabbit,
innocent and clever.
She very easily believe what someone says.
I think there might be a misunderstanding.
Xiao Kang wouldn't...and shouldn't go trick others.
- Are you sure about that? - Yes, I believe my brother.
Is he has created any misunderstandings towards you or Miss Xu,
I will especially request that he provide you both with an explanation
and to be more careful.
That's great.
If you talk to your brother, then I'll be at ease.
Then concerning Living Happiness #1?
I'm comfortable letting you handle Living Happiness #1.
You can carry on at you discretion.
That's all. I have something, so I'll leave first.
I'll see you out.
He doesn't even have time to have a cup of tea.
Why did President Xu come?
Looks like, Xiao Kang has been targeted.
You drink it.
Hello? Vasa Pizzeria.
Take out? Ok, please give me your address.
What?
Drink up. Don't you like it?
The second time.
Huh?
Feeding me.
That's because your arms are sore and you can't lift them up.
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~ Preview ~Uh... Jiang Xiao Qian. Did your husband return to Taiwan?
No, he's still in Shanghai.
He said he's coming back next week to give me a White Day present.
Your face doesn't have clues. Only I understand the feeling of sadness.
"The Mask" by Gary Chaw
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♫ Are you smiling? Are you crying? ♫
♫ I can't see ♫
♫ You want to break free, You want freedom ♫
♫ Aren't you tired? ♫
♫ Your expression, Can you just ♫
♫ let me find some clues? ♫
♫ Don't be afraid, Please hold my hand ♫
♫ Smiling with a mask on ♫
♫ Pretending you're strong, but you're actually more vulnerable ♫
♫ Don't let your face be filled with pain anymore ♫
♫ Just let it go ♫
♫ Let happy tears flow ♫
♫ Have sadness be completely removed ♫
♫ This world is waiting to be inspired by you ♫
♫ Everywhere in this world ♫
♫ is inspirational ♫
The Love Song